fourstrings | Good god, let me give you my life

Good god, let me give you my life

[ Some people in this situation might worry that it was too much.

Zack is worried that it’s not enough.

Okay, yes, he got Cloud off duty for the day, and had him stay over so he could wake him up with a birthday blowjob. But the gifts he got are almost all practical things; some boots and jeans to replace the very well-worn ones that Cloud wears when he’s in civvies ‘cause he seems to think of any money that he spends on himself as money he’s taking from his mother, and some actual uniform boots too because even though Shinra supplies them, Cloud’s still in the infantry, where they don’t seem to have heard of sizes and a march is much easier when your boots fit. There’s a little detour on the way out, too; Zack knows where Sephiroth is working for the day, and he may not be the guy’s biggest fan but he at least knows he’s not rude enough to decline to wish Cloud a happy birthday when Zack announces the occasion to him. It’s totally worth it for the look on Cloud’s face.

Dinner is a picnic – not one he made, for both their sakes, but bought and taken to Aerith’s church where they can cozy up together without worry of being seen. She’s gonna clear out for the evening, but she does make an appearance to bring a cake her mother made and ask Cloud how he likes the flowers Zack presented him with, and when she kisses him on the cheek he flushes so pink so fast that Zack could almost be jealous.

And when they head back, there’s the poster. Zack had claimed to forget his wallet so in could duck back into the apartment and put it up so it’d be a surprise when they got back. It’s Cloud’s old one, the one he’d tried to hide when Zack first talked him into moving in, and Sephiroth had definitely been stifling a laugh when he signed - no, no need to make it out to me, just sign your name, man!. Embarrassing as that was, he’s still excited enough that he basically hustles Cloud over so it’s in view. ]

Ta-da!

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Yeah you are.

[ God, he's gorgeous like this. Breath ragged, his hips rocking in tiny movements Zack would bet money Cloud doesn't even know he's making, a flush in his cheeks and a light sheen of sweat on him that makes him seem to glow. Zack could cut him a break, if he was feeling generous. He doesn't. Keeps working that touch inside Cloud, and now that he's here? He might as well duck his head and drag his tongue along where Cloud is stretched tight around his fingers. ]

You're so hot. I can't believe you're mine.

[ zack dips lower, and cloud doesn't even have time to process what he's planning to do before zack licks a hot swipe over his entrance. it makes cloud arch up, voice breaking with a sharp cry, hands fisting at the sheets beneath him. the heat is coiled so tightly at the pit of his belly that it nearly hurts -- he's trying to fight off the orgasm, trying to hold off, but it's a losing battle. ]

Z-Zack! Please, I -- [ he doesn't even know what he needs. more? mercy? his brain feels like it's melting, and the way zack calls him mine makes him feel like he's on fire from the inside. ] I'm gonna -- I can't --

Know what I think? I think you need to come. Can you do that for me, Cloud? I promise I'll make it up to you.

[ It's not just dirty talk - Cloud may be obviously all-in now, but Zack's a fair bit bigger than his fingers. He twists them again, focusing now, his stroking over Cloud's prostate relentless, his tongue laving over the tight-stretched muscle of his entrance. ]

Come for me and I promise I'll make you come again, right on my cock.

[ Big talk, but they've got all night! ]

[ fuck if there's an argument to be made against that, cloud is way too far gone to put it together. he whines a little sound that might be relief or might be protest, one hand reaching down to clutch at a fistful of zack's hair like he's trying to keep him there. every stroke of zack's fingers against his prostrate makes fireworks burst in his skull; the pleasure is a constant thing, ceaseless, every sensation muddied together until it's almost too much to bear.

but it's impossible to resist the urge to give zack anything, even this. so it barely takes him another moment to find that peak and go hurtling off its edge, spine arching and muscles clenching around the fingers buried inside him. ] Zack!

Cloud. That's it, just like that. Just like that.

[ It's quiet, gentle, praising. Cloud has superbly answered Zack's question before and done it looking gorgeous, and the feeling of him clenching tight around Zack's fingers just makes the want in Zack flare that much higher. Still, it seems intense, so Zack lets his fingers still but keeps them right where they are as he moves back up Cloud's body to kiss him and murmur softly to him as he comes down. ]

You're so good. Look at you, you did so good.

[ he's trembling as his body comes down from the intensity of his climax, breaths coming in sharp little pants. but the low murmur of zack's voice is soothing, and so is that kiss -- cloud finds the strength (and the coordination) to reach up and wind his arms around the other boy's neck, finding himself grounded by the contact. ]

That was -- [ a little huff, nuzzling up against zack's cheek. ] Wow.

... but I didn't do anything for you.

What, just because I didn't come yet?

[ It's nice to have Cloud like this. They're pretty amazing together, but this is one of his favorite parts - the afterwards, when they're close and wrung out and twined together. And maybe it's not after for him just yet, but seeing Cloud this way is a treat, and he leans in to kiss the other boy, slow, messy and indulgent. ]

You did plenty. You did just what I asked. You opened up for me so good. And now I know just how to make it good for you, so I don't have to worry about hurting you. When I'm finally inside you all I hafta think about is how good it feels. How are you gonna call that nothing, huh?

[ The last part is cheeky, delivered with a grin - and a not-so-subtle twist of those fingers, knowing it's probably too much so soon, but unable to resist. ]

[ the kiss is one of those that makes his toes curl -- slow, savoring, good. and he feels pleasantly melted by the time zack pulls away again, warm and lazy and so happy it makes his chest ache. how did he ever get lucky enough to be with someone like zack?

but that little twist makes him gasp, cheeks going pink and voice breaking into a breathless little giggle as soon as he realizes zack is teasing him. ]

Guess that was more work than I realized. [ leaning up, stealing another lazy kiss off zack's mouth. ] But it was worth it to make sure all you're gonna think about is me.

Work smarter, not harder, right?

[ He's grinning, because it's great to see Cloud like this - laughing and relaxed and beautiful - but he can't resist the urge to rock his hips against Cloud, pressing where his dick is still insistently hard. ]

Guess I didn't get the memo.

[ there's a part of him that wonders whether the idea of zack being turned on because of him will ever stop being so... hot. then again, does he want it to? no way.

he reaches down and wraps his fingers around zack's cock, tipping his chin up to press a kiss against the other boy's cheek. their current position makes it too awkward to stroke him properly, but he can squeeze --and that's what he does, making a pleased little sound at the way zack's cock throbs in response. ]

I think I like it better when you work this way. [ nibbling gently at the line of his jaw, smiling against his skin. ] As long as it's just for me.

[ The sound he makes when Cloud squeezes around him is almost a wheeze, he's so turned on - he'd be embarrassed at the way his dick pulses in Cloud's hand if he wasn't so horny, and if Cloud didn't sound so damn proud of himself for it. ]

Just for you. I think about you all the time. You're the only one I want.

[ Forever, he means. But that's a lot, when just telling Cloud he loves him seemed like it would do him in - so he just leans in close, kisses Cloud slow and sweet as he carefully withdraws his fingers. ]

[ he makes a low noise into the kiss as zack pulls his fingers free, feeling an odd sense of loss once they're gone. but! it's also hard to feel terribly neglected when he has zack close and kissing him like this, and besides! it all leads up into way more promising things.

he has to let go of zack's dick so that he can tug at him, not even bothering to break the kiss as he pulls the other boy back on top of him again. it's good -- being pressed back into the mattress with zack's weight above him makes him feel safe and secured, closed in comfortably with zack all around him.

cloud always figured he'd be way more nervous when it got to this part. there's a little nerves, sure, but mostly? it's just desire and anticipation, all wrapped up in a feeling of security. ]

Zack. [ leaning up for another kiss, soft and sweet. ] I want you.

Like this?

[ On top? Because, listen, Zack is NOT gonna say no to whichever way Cloud wants to do it, and he's going to be careful! And gentle! And loving! But there's part of him that just can't get past how small Cloud feels against him sometimes (not that he's gonna bring that up) and maybe it would be better if Cloud was on top, if he had more control -

but no. Cloud put him here. And Zack knows this is gonna be perfect for him because Cloud is perfect for him, but he wants to make it perfect for Cloud, too. To give him just what he wants. So he reaches for the lube and adds slick of it over himself, and with his non-slippery hand he reaches to thread his fingers through Cloud's, squeezing. ]

I want you too, Cloud. So much. [ A soft sound, half a laugh. ] Always.

[ And he lines himself up and carefully, slowly, presses in, meaning to watch Cloud's face for any sign of discomfort but losing himself to the feeling of it immediately, a shivery little moan escaping his lips. ]

Always.

[ it's almost whispered back, because zack takes the time to lace their fingers together, and the gesture is so tender that it makes cloud's chest ache. he's never loved anyone like this -- so much that it's almost overwhelming, that everything in him reverberates it like he's a bell that's been struck.

and that's why this feels so significant.

but still, zack starts to press into him, and it takes a concerted effort to relax. he knows zack is big, but there's a difference between knowing it and -- well, this. it's a more intense stretch than even three of zack's fingers, and the way it feels is enough to make him suck in a sharp breath and tighten his grip on zack's hand. ]

Zack. [ reaching up to grip at zack's shoulder with his other hand, because god, he just needs to steady himself somehow. ] Oh, o-oh wow, you're so --

[ That's enough to bring him back to himself. Cloud's grip tightening, and though the way he's speaking sounds incredible he's not really saying anything, so - ]

Is it okay?

[ he stops. Well, stops pushing in - the rest of him is now in motion the same way he'd been focused on one very particular point before. His hand clutching back at Cloud's, thumb stroking over his skin, arching himself upward so that even with their height difference he can press a warm kiss against Cloud's temple before he shifts enough to really look at him. ]

You feel amazing. I want to be amazing for you too.

[ oh. oh! he wasn't expecting zack to stop, but --

he nods a little, leaning himself up enough to steal a kiss off zack's mouth. not that it lasts long, because the way he shifts makes his muscles tighten around zack's length inside him, and --

oh.

he gasps, the sensation thrilling up his spine and popping into bright bursts of feeling in his skull. it's... a lot. not bad, but intense, and wow. he squeezes around zack's hand without even realizing, biting his lip against the noise that wants to escape. ]

You -- You're always a-amazing. [ licking his lips, trying to focus on the matter at hand and not the foggy heat that wants to overwhelm him. ] I -- I just --

[ ... how are you supposed to ask this!! ] ... are you, um... is that it?

[ Oh boy

"is that it?" is the kind of mid-coitus question that could absolutely devastate a man's self esteem. Luckily, Zack has a) a supernatural amount of self-esteem, and b) slightly less than half his dick still outside Cloud's body, so he can give a little laugh and duck down to return that kiss, sweet and lingering. ]

Nah. Don't worry. I'm not gonna shortchange you like that, baby.

[ ...listen, sometimes it's extremely fortunate that Zack has a cute face, a tight bod, and a big dick. Like 45% of the time he opens his mouth. But at least he steals another tender kiss from Cloud's lips before he starts sinking in again, sighing and murmuring warmly about how good Cloud feels. ]

[ oh.

oh.

it wasn't exactly being shortchanged that he was worried about -- if anything, it feels like there's already a lot of zack inside him. but zack starts to press into him again, and wow.

it's enough to drag a low moan out of him, head falling back against the pillows and eyes fluttering half-shut. it's... intense, pressing up against every spot inside him that zack's fingers had only teased before. he's full in a way he couldn't have imagined before, half-overwhelmed by this feeling of being more deeply connected to zack than he's been with anyone before. it's -- wow. ]

Zack. [ it's breathless, clutching so hard at zack's shoulder that his nails end up digging little pink crescents of pressure into the other boy's skin. ] Y-You're so --

[ another little moan, the thought falling away from him as zack presses up against another spot that feels good. ] I can feel you so deep.

Cloud.

[ It's quiet, half breathed, because it's a lot. Cloud already feels like heaven around him, tight and warm and wonderful enough to send warm pleasure flowing up the length of his spine already, but when he moans like that? When he talks like that?

It's gonna take all Zack's self-control not to bust it early and ruin this.

Eventually, he's there. Seated fully inside Cloud, breath a little ragged already from the bliss of it, and he brushes his lips against Cloud's and smiles soft and sweet. ]

There. Everything I've got, all for you.

[ wow.

he wants to say it, but words are a little beyond him at the moment. it feels like the closest he's ever been to anyone -- the closest that it's possible to be, almost like they're one person instead of two. even the thump of zack's heartbeat and the slightly ragged cadence of his breathing seems to echo down into cloud until he can't tell it apart from his own, and it's --

... well, wow. ]

Yeah. [ tipping himself up just a little, enough to bump their foreheads together gently. taking a moment to just bask in this feeling of being tied together, of feeling like there's no space left between them. ] I can't believe --

... I get to be like this. With you.

With you.

[ It's a stupid thing to say, really, just echoing back what Cloud's said, but it's soft, almost worshipful, and Zack moves only enough to press his lips to Cloud's. To kiss him, slow and lingering and full of awe at how close they are, how perfect. It's a revelation. It's almost enough just to be like this, connected, the press of their skin and the the beating of their hearts and the mingling of their breath sweet enough to burr the sharp edges off his need. ]

I love you.

[ it's a good kiss. one that seems to echo back to cloud everything that he's feeling -- he didn't really understand how someone could tell you how much they love you without even saying a word, but now? wow. ]

I love you, too.

[ ... and he is not going to be the type of person who ends up crying like a big loser just because it's his first time, so! he shifts until he's able to roll his hips, moaning a low noise at the way it makes zack move inside him. trying to spur him into moving, too. ]

I want -- [ another kiss, scraping the pressure of his teeth over the other boy's lip. ] ... all the stuff you talked about. Everything you said.

I wanna watch you fall apart. Because of me.

[ Listen, he doesn't mean to be rude! He's only moaning through the first part of what Cloud says because he can't help it! Not with Cloud feeling like that, moving like that and moaning in what definitely sounds like pleasure at the feel of it. Zack hopes it is, because for him it's unreal - it was amazing just to be inside Cloud, the bliss of that first slow sinking slide still with him, and now Cloud's encouraging him to move and it's all so perfect Zack feels like he could cry.

But you can't really get away with crying after you've been talking up your big dick, can you? So instead he hums the agreement that's really all he can manage right now, and obeys. It's a slow thing, still gentle as he starts to move in long strokes, drawing out ass far as he can force himself to before he rocks into Cloud again and feels the rightness of it pulsing through him like blood. ]

[ it's slow, but it's good. the sensation rolls all the way through him on a wave of warmth, and cloud lets his head drop back with a shuddering little exhale as it crests over him. he thought he was prepared for the way it would feel after zack's fingers, but this is so much more -- the stretch of zack inside of him is so much more intense, and every slow slide rubs and drags against spots that he'd only teased before. ]

Zack. [ it comes out breathless and half-overwhelmed, unable to gather up enough functioning brain power to do more than clutch at zack and moan as zack sinks back into him all over again. ]

[ For a moment, it's like there's some sort of spell on them - he feels like they're in some kind of bubble, quiet and safe, a universe that's just the two of them and the fit of their bodies and he forgets to breathe. And then Cloud speaks, says his name, and the bubble bursts and the whole world comes rushing back in, new and heady and better. }

Cloud. Cloud, baby, you feel so good, you're so good. You're so beautiful, you sound so hot - this is all I want. All I need. Just me and you.

[ It's babble, helpless, lost in how good it feels, but hopefully Zack makes up for it with the way he picks up speed, moving into Cloud with determination. ]

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