[ what are you supposed to say to that? it's more of that unconditional affection that he can scarcely even bare to wrap his mind around, the kind of unrelenting love that he's only known from one other person in his life. it's impossible to believe he deserves it -- but pagan keeps offering it up to him, again and again and again, and the depth of it makes ajay's heart ache.
whatever he wants to say in return, he can't get the words out. so he settles for squeezing the arm he has around pagan, hoping that's enough to press in some of the message. ]
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whatever he wants to say in return, he can't get the words out. so he settles for squeezing the arm he has around pagan, hoping that's enough to press in some of the message. ]