I'm glad. I want so much, but under it all, that's all that matters. That you get to choose.
[ It's a blessing, to feel Ajay lacing their fingers together like that. And he buries his face in Ajay's hair, curls in close. Counts his blessings, of which Ajay seems to be the only one that doesn't have a sting in the tail. Perhaps because Ajay is the one he never used trickery or cunning to come by; for all the cute photos, as a child Ajay had wanted nothing to do with him until Pagan showed him something true of himself. And here, now, again; Ajay had been wary of him until Pagan revealed what was in his heart. There's a purity to that, and Pagan is grateful for it. ]
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Date: 2021-11-09 08:41 am (UTC)[ It's a blessing, to feel Ajay lacing their fingers together like that. And he buries his face in Ajay's hair, curls in close. Counts his blessings, of which Ajay seems to be the only one that doesn't have a sting in the tail. Perhaps because Ajay is the one he never used trickery or cunning to come by; for all the cute photos, as a child Ajay had wanted nothing to do with him until Pagan showed him something true of himself. And here, now, again; Ajay had been wary of him until Pagan revealed what was in his heart. There's a purity to that, and Pagan is grateful for it. ]