[ okay, so pagan hating sabal isn't exactly a suprise. and neither is him hating mohan, even though the amount of venom that drips from his voice is enough to send ajay's footing slip-sliding underneath him again. especially when pagan seems to hold the polar opposite of hard feelings towards ajay -- which suggests that maybe attempted murder isn't a deal breaker on the guy's priority list.
but then pagan pulls back from the hug, and... well, this is really the part where ajay should let go of him, but his fingers aren't cooperating.
of course, the question makes him look up to meet pagan's eyes -- and when it comes to what he wants? what he really fucking wants? it spills out of him like a confession, heavy around all its edges with guilt. ]
I don't want to keep killing people. [ and then his expression shifts with a flicker of something like pain. ] ... I don't want people to keep dying because I'm not doing anything.
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but then pagan pulls back from the hug, and... well, this is really the part where ajay should let go of him, but his fingers aren't cooperating.
of course, the question makes him look up to meet pagan's eyes -- and when it comes to what he wants? what he really fucking wants? it spills out of him like a confession, heavy around all its edges with guilt. ]
I don't want to keep killing people. [ and then his expression shifts with a flicker of something like pain. ] ... I don't want people to keep dying because I'm not doing anything.